I feel about you.

There’s always someone you care about, who doesn’t know your there but when it comes to talking to her the chances are so rare. You always seem to be thinking of her when you close your eyes, so as you sleep time doesn’t seem to pass by.

I don’t really understand why this has to be but the way I feel about you is oh so clear to me.

Teach me please?

It's the middle of the night, my eyes stare into nothingness. Hoping to find some light, peering into the vastly blackness. Not sure what to do next, questions flooding my consciousness. Tiny pins of needle pricking my heart, leaving me breathless.

Reality slowly creeping in, numbing me it is time to let go. To move on away from you to some far place I don't know. Loving you has not been easy neither is breaking up with you. Knowing you have someone else tells me what I should do.

So many things left undone and words unspoken. Dreams has been shattered, promises has been broken. Years spent in sweet togetherness suddenly apart. Time is not enough to mend my ailing heart.

Teach me how to be brave so I can live a life without you. Place a soft tune in my head and a smile in my heart too. Help me raise my chin up high so I can face the world again. Hope flicker in my heart as I look into the future one more time.

I'm just gonna be me.

I have a future but I have no past. The only thing I have is the present. The thing I do know is the thing I'm best at. So don't be jealous, don't be envious. I'm trying to be me and no one else.

Please go away!

Emotions run deep I feel them in the shy. I feel so empty that my hearts stars to cry. My love is gone and the passions no more. To feel the love of the person I once adored.

I lie in bed and let the pain seep through that once. Intertwined me and you, I try to have happiness but the pain won’t. Let go I feel myself dying and dying real slow. Now that in dying I just want to say that in my next life this pain goes away.

Is priceless to me.

You are my friend and that is true but the gift was given from me to you. We went thru moments that were good and bad. Even moments that were happy and sad. You suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear. Miles away can't keep us apart, cause you'll always be in my heart.

Thanks a lot friends.

Thanks a lot for your wishes on birthday, present and also a beautiful cupcakes. Thank you for making my birthday truly memorable. Thanks a lot friends. I love you!

Lonely words if I tell lies.

First time on facebook, a lonely post on the wall. First time with a poem, a lonely comment below. First time on chat, a lonely sad face. I hate you, never comes back. A stare in the eye, never is enough.

Only with lonely words, have you read and comment. Until those words have voice, until the creator is seen. This are lonely words to speak. A lonely word like goodbye. Like the fans spinning on the roof. The full moon in the sky, like a dirty sock in the boot.

This lips are lonely till they meet yours. This arms are hopeless till they hold mine. This voice is empty without your name sighed. This are lonely words if I tell lies.

Happy outside, hurt inside.

Happy and sad never come together. They are very different in nature. Happy is very cute, always smiling and sad is just opposite, very depressing. Sad is very jealous of happy. The moment sad is in, happy feels unsteady. When happy is with me, I am also very happy but the moment sad is in, I feel scared and shaky. I just want to be alone, when I am with sad. Though I know that he is very bad.

I know I can't escape from sad if I try to run away, I will go mad. So, I try to react normal, irrespective of each other. I know that one is going to come after another.

Broken lonely heart.

On tears lonely cry. You always shade on my mind. Even you had flied away. Left me alone in the night. On tears lonely cry. No one can take that place. My first love you have to know, you've never gone in my heart.

Oh why, oh why? I can't forget your kiss goodbye. I want crying to you. Bring this pain from my life. On tears lonely cry. My first love you have to know, the memory was closed in my broken lonely heart.

I miss you!

Life is meaningless.

Like a wanderer on a road with no map. An eagle locked inside of a cage. The ocean without a single wave. Life would be meaningless without love. Like a mountain flattened before my eyes. A rose without a single thorn. The sky without a single star to hold. Life would be meaningless without love.

Happy birthday mama.

On your birthday, special one, I wish that all your dreams come true. May your day be filled with joy, wonderful gifts and goodies, too. On your day I wish for you favorite people to embrace, loving smiles and caring looks that earthly gifts cannot replace.

I wish you fine and simple pleasures. I wish you many years of laughter. I wish you all of life’s best treasures. I wish you happily ever after! Happy birthday mama. I love you!

So numb inside.

I used to feel it through all my life, is not like the same no more. Tired from complaining and having pity on my self, all my memories I erased them from my mind. Lost in my body, lost in my world. My tongue is exhausted, my tear drops are dry. Not sad, not happy, not even alive!

Don't want to eat, don't want to starve. All the places I go are the same. All the faces I meet, I have nothing to share. There is strange spirit captured my body. My soul has been stabbed, my soul has been brunt away! This feeling inside! Carelessness! Quietness! Emptiness! So numb inside.

I'm bored.

I'm bored to death. Can that be even true. Well, I am still alive. I need something to do. I gotta find some intrest. But I don't know what. I can't think of anything. My mind's door is shut.

You will understand.

Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken.

Every time you look at me, my back is facing you. And every time you ask to see me, I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, you're not playing fair.

And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care.

Yes I do.

I miss the touch of your hand in mine. Your love warms me like the morning sun shine. I miss your breath on my ear as we embrace. I miss the softness of your cheek when I touch your face.

I miss the air we exchange when we kiss. Holding you tightly in my arms is what I miss. I close my eyes and I feel your love raining down on me.I open them and I tear when I realize you are not near.

Missing you only brings me one step closer to insanity. When you come back to me, I will come back to reality. Why would you leave me? Never to come back to me. But to who i was, for you were my sanity.

Where do i belong?

Memories so fond and dear. My memory is only clear when you are there. You do not understand my love. Actually not even I do. You are like a drug to me. When you look at me, passion flows through my veins. Soft tender, sweet and pure. Rough, mind blowing and so confusing.

Never to know wheat emotion will hit next. With you there is all, love, hate and passion. Freely flowing, attracting and disengaging. Pushing and pulling on an invisible rope.

Which way we will go know one is know. A mystery that we are living. Minds unclear, a mist that fogs our senses. So until the sun rises where do I belong?

I still shed a tear.

As darkness looms I gaze into the candle light. My heart feels the pain of wanting you with me each night. You came in to my life and brought a calm in my heart. But now it just seems we are always so far apart. The brightness, love and happiness you brought to my life. Has been a source of releasing so much of my strife.

I miss the times you reached for me then pulled me ever so near. I miss the times you used to say "I love you" so softly in my ear. Thinking back on how long it has been. I daily long for the time when you kiss me once again. My body aches to feel your arms holding me tight. And just knowing you are there all through the night.

Realizing we both have our own life struggles and pain. Through these days we must not let our feelings wane. Even though we talk each night and each day. My soul still aches with our being far away. I not only need you but want you with all of my heart. And pray to God for a day when we are no longer so far apart.

I am here for the long haul to see this thing out. And in hopes that you are having no doubt. Just know that I have grown to love you and always will. For there is a place in my heart that only you can fill.

Empty and meaningless.

There's an emptiness in me, that I can't fill. I feel so lonely, like nobody cares. As the days pass, it gets harder and harder, to fill the hole in me. I don't know what I'm missing so much that it has this impact on me. I can't take it anymore! I want this feeling to be gone. It makes me feel very empty and meaningless.

Happy New Year!

If it didn't bring you joy just leave it behind. Let's ring in the New Year with good things in mind. Let every bad memory that brought heartache and pain. And let's turn a new leaf with the smell of new rain. Let's forget past mistakes making amends for this year. Sending you these greetings to bring you hope and cheer. Happy New Year!

I miss you.

I'm honestly fine without you in my life, but I miss you sometimes. I know things never went our way, but I miss you sometimes. The pain you caused and made me feel, it never went away. I sit, think and study our mistakes, and all you ever did was betray. Every apology you made to me will never make it okay. But here I am, still today, writing about the friendship you threw away.

I hope now you know what went to waste, and how it will never be erased. So now I am left to face the regrets you left in your place. I deserved the best you had to give, but I have a better life to live. I cared so much about you, but you were too blind to see. So I will leave you with this line and maybe you will realize.

I'm honestly fine without you in my life, but I miss you sometimes. I know things never went our way, but I miss you sometimes.