Friday, March 19, 2010

Is priceless to me.

You are my friend and that is true but the gift was given from me to you. We went thru moments that were good and bad. Even moments that were happy and sad. You suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear. Miles away can't keep us apart, cause you'll always be in my heart.



Thanks a lot friends.

Thanks a lot for your wishes on birthday, present and also a beautiful cupcakes. Thank you for making my birthday truly memorable. Thanks a lot friends. I love you!

Lonely words if I tell lies.

First time on facebook, a lonely post on the wall. First time with a poem, a lonely comment below. First time on chat, a lonely sad face. I hate you, never comes back. A stare in the eye, never is enough.

Only with lonely words, have you read and comment. Until those words have voice, until the creator is seen. This are lonely words to speak. A lonely word like goodbye. Like the fans spinning on the roof. The full moon in the sky, like a dirty sock in the boot.

This lips are lonely till they meet yours. This arms are hopeless till they hold mine. This voice is empty without your name sighed. This are lonely words if I tell lies.

Happy outside, hurt inside.

Happy and sad never come together. They are very different in nature. Happy is very cute, always smiling and sad is just opposite, very depressing. Sad is very jealous of happy. The moment sad is in, happy feels unsteady. When happy is with me, I am also very happy but the moment sad is in, I feel scared and shaky. I just want to be alone, when I am with sad. Though I know that he is very bad.

I know I can't escape from sad if I try to run away, I will go mad. So, I try to react normal, irrespective of each other. I know that one is going to come after another.

Broken lonely heart.

On tears lonely cry. You always shade on my mind. Even you had flied away. Left me alone in the night. On tears lonely cry. No one can take that place. My first love you have to know, you've never gone in my heart.

Oh why, oh why? I can't forget your kiss goodbye. I want crying to you. Bring this pain from my life. On tears lonely cry. My first love you have to know, the memory was closed in my broken lonely heart.

I miss you!

Life is meaningless.

Like a wanderer on a road with no map. An eagle locked inside of a cage. The ocean without a single wave. Life would be meaningless without love. Like a mountain flattened before my eyes. A rose without a single thorn. The sky without a single star to hold. Life would be meaningless without love.

Happy birthday mama.

On your birthday, special one, I wish that all your dreams come true. May your day be filled with joy, wonderful gifts and goodies, too. On your day I wish for you favorite people to embrace, loving smiles and caring looks that earthly gifts cannot replace.

I wish you fine and simple pleasures. I wish you many years of laughter. I wish you all of life’s best treasures. I wish you happily ever after! Happy birthday mama. I love you!

So numb inside.

I used to feel it through all my life, is not like the same no more. Tired from complaining and having pity on my self, all my memories I erased them from my mind. Lost in my body, lost in my world. My tongue is exhausted, my tear drops are dry. Not sad, not happy, not even alive!

Don't want to eat, don't want to starve. All the places I go are the same. All the faces I meet, I have nothing to share. There is strange spirit captured my body. My soul has been stabbed, my soul has been brunt away! This feeling inside! Carelessness! Quietness! Emptiness! So numb inside.

I'm bored.

I'm bored to death. Can that be even true. Well, I am still alive. I need something to do. I gotta find some intrest. But I don't know what. I can't think of anything. My mind's door is shut.