Pondered all alone.

I sat and pondered all alone, will I ever find a love of my own? A love I can trust, a love that's a must? A love without the pain, will I gain?

Will she hurt me too, just like the others do? Will she cheat and lie or will she hold me high? Will she appreciate what I do or will she laugh and say we're through? Will I ever find Mrs. Right or will all love be a fight?

Will she always make me cry or will she care and ask why? Will she want me, as I want her or will love, she just pretend?

I sat and pondered all alone, will I ever find a love of my own?

It's hard for me.

I love your laughter and how it makes me smile. You won't be here tomorrow. It's only for awhile. I cherish the way you look. When something makes you glad. Knowing we'll soon part, really makes me sad. I think of all the things we've done. The schemes we used to pull. Sweet memories of yesterday makes my heart feel full.

I pray that each moment will last forever and I memorize it all. Hoping you won't forget me as teardrops start to fall. I hold on to my dreams as I watch you sleep. Soon I'll be far away, sweet dreams, please keep.

A lump in my throat and nothing left to say, good-bye. Laugh while we can. Never let go of those dreams that we plan. Sorry for everything and gonna miss you.

That I've found.

You're the reason why I smile, sometimes why I cry. Happy tears, of joy, not fear. When you're not around, my smile fades to a frown. With you comes the sunshine, I'm smiling all the time.

Just happy that you're here with those dimples that you wear. Damn. I see you and my heart starts to pound around your finger, you've got me wrapped, wound. Your loving is prime and I mean ALL the time.

So let's get this clear. I see you, and that smile appears. You've met your match, now how does that sound? You've got me going in circles, around and around. I just smile, all the while feeling high. So keep me, hold me near. Then I bet you my smile will reappear.

Ada kalanya kita lupa.

Kesusahan hidup orang lain membuatkan saya lebih mengerti akan erti hidup ini. Baru saya mengerti akan mengapa hidup tidak selalunya senang dan tidak mudah untuk di susuri. Saya mengerti kini segala dugaan hidup punya erti tersendiri, punya maksud dan saya kini mengerti hidup bukan hanya untuk bergembira.

Hidup ini juga sedih dan pelbagai dugaan yang harus kita lalui. Saya sering terlupa akan erti hidup, erti hidup yang sebenar. Dugaan yang saya lalui membuat saya lebih dewasa dan lebih kuat untuk mengharungi masa depan yang masih jauh.

Gelap mahupun cerah itu adalah realitinya. Hidup bukan hanya untuk bergembira.

I'm scared.

My heart saw this vision of love in a girl. She's now left my head in such a real whirl. I surely must admit that I simply gave in. She's got me going crazy and I just cannot win. I just can't lose her face from out my mind. A vision sweet and cute, she's one of a kind. Oh the joy my heart feels such love for her. She's surely shook me up and gave me a stir.

She only gave me a short sweet simple smile. Yet it sent me soaring high just a brief while. My heart and head are left in fast crazy spin. Thought of loving her running through within.

Whether shot by an arrow charmed by a smile. Either way it's like heaven to my heart a while. I think i'm in love.

It's true.

I dont know what to say or what to do. I'm falling faster each day over you. If I pretended and acted like I didn't care. Could it be possible that you wouldnt be there. I don't wanna lose you I love you too much. But these feelings get stronger whenever we touch. I'm all confused about the way I feel. Maybe these feelings arent that real.

Perhaps it's a dream and all in my head. The person you are makes me want you instead. Theres only one thing I know thats really true. I can't help but thinking i'm falling inlove with you.

No more tears.

I've been sitting around this life for years. Not enough laughs and too many tears. Trying to figure out where it all went. These wasted years that I have spent. Searching for something to go beyond. Life's a stone skipping across a pond. At the last skip, it hits with a splash. Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.

Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart. Poking and prodding an underused heart. This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul. Living this life has taken it's toll. In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn. Tumbling down all tattered and worn. Revealing new life, born free of hate, of suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what has never been told. Striving forth happy, confident and bold. Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly. Into this new life my spirit will send me. Living and laughing, loving it all. I stood myself up and answered the call. The darkness has gone, replaced by the light. I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.

I've been sitting around this life for years with laughter aplenty and hardly a tear. Now I can see just where it all went. Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent. Good-bye tears!